It is 5 a.m in the morning and i'm awake..
i'm doing my German revision when suddenly i thought that:-
"What the **** am i pretending at?"

I've never done this before,
waking up so early in the morning doing something,
the last thing i remembered is being 'rotan'ed by my 'ustaz' for not waking up,,
now I'm all on my own.
No ustaz.no mama.No nagging people urging me to step out of bed.
Me.Now i know why do my parents manage to wake up at sharply 6 o'clock in the morning.
They have done it before and it is in their blood.
For me,it's coming,this habit is visiting,and it wants to stay....
What should i do???

Become an adult and wake up@
crawl back under my SHEET?

Just an action of stupidity at 5.25 in the morning.
Sleep tight.

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I have just completed my usual schedule for Saturday night,,
just so you know...football is what i craze most
tonight i just watch 2 completely different games,,
one between spurs and Everton,
which was a totally boring game..(wish i watch spidey-3 though)
then on kops vs hammers..
the game was alright but there were some poor timely decision by the referee..
(duhhhh,again like in the Chelsea-Barcelona game)
except this game was truly on Liverpool for the taking,,,
pity that West Ham couldn't score though...
But,what i really like to blur out is the love for the game..
I seriously love the game as i would love my so-called 'girlfriend'
but it amazes me of how the same faces kept on showing up without any sign of trouble..
they looked so deeply involved in the game that makes me admire them so much..
Some would said 'Late night football is useless',
but i would say that the power of love for the game overthrows this negative thought as i believe that
football is a 'spiritual gate away' for people who loves the game,,
It brings the
m the inner relief when they watch their team to come out on top of their respective matches,,

I would say that is true as i too feel it that way..
I just wanna point out that not love,love is the ultimate weapon,
but also LOVE FOR THE GAME!!

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Just wanna share a thought,

we,as a STUDENT or ein SCHULER in Germany..
have been constantly tormented by this blotted out 'treatment'
no matter where we are,
whether we are in the primaries,secondaries or colleges
or even in universities..
this obscure 'specialties' kept on haunting us with its

For what do we pour all of our power and virtues into it?
Some might say for the proof of whether we are studying or not,,
some others might say for better understanding in something,
Well,i would say the same but i have this one particular reason for it..

  • S-sucks
  • T-tiring
  • U-uneasy
  • D-dying
  • E-eerie
  • N-nasty
  • T-tension

(Count the last S out,will ya?)
I would say that is what a student's life should be....
There forth,this 'luxury' is just another component to make up..
what we would call a STUDENT'S life.

Just an expression from a man that had enjoyed both physically and mentally
through this so called 'happiness'

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WhaT a RipOFF!!!!****!

Have u all ever been treated so nicely before??

Maybe,this is just a little bit of what i would say a 'devil's treat'
Wellllllll,the story started with me and my friends going out for lunch as usual..
in a time where every dimes worth a gold,,(we are all a bit low on cash!!)
Plus JPA allowance will only be around June for the taking...Therefore..
we expect to just eat to live,not live to eat,,,but,the phrase
'all goes around comes around' can be such a cruel,cold truth,,
the services at this 'secret' restaurant was fantastic..marvelous i would say..
(The name of the restaurant is kept quiet for safety and legal issues)
we did not have to move an inch as all were being served non-stop to us..
All of our needs are theirs to fulfill...:-
"Boss,tambah nasi mau ka?Boss,ni ayam mau potong ka buang tulang?"
That was what the waiter had said that make me wonder..
The irony of this fairy tale is that that restaurant were just an ordinary stall(warung mamak)
at the streets,yet the services had outclassed the ones as in a 5-Star Restaurant,,
We had thought that "Mamak stall okla,not so expensive"
But then,when we were given the bills...
"OOPPPSSSS,there goes my money for my foods for this one whole week"
I was left dumbfounded as now,all i have is just 20 cents left,,,
What would i do with 20 cents?????????
Now,i officially declare myself as BANKRUPT and BROKE...
Would anybody help me out then???

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NotHIng BeatS HomE..

As time passes by,in this vivid,arduous AUSMAT course,,,
I've kept on impugning myself of my decision to be here than in UT_,
then,I prayed on helplessly to GOD..hoping for some truth
behind this so called 'easy fast lane' to DEUTSCHLAND..
then.this envision that started to build up in me started to make me weep..
it was my home,and all my family are there,expecting for me to come back home proud..
proud as much as i can be,for that what they hoped for..
their eyes glimmers with hope,,,
their smiles crack open my heart to tears..
i know that now..AUSMAT is just another hurdle..
not a death sentence,
nor an injustice punishment,
just a barrier.
between me and my home..

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